[Verse]
So I stopped doubting myself and this is who I am
I started rebuilding my life and I now have a plan
You cant stop me from being the man Ive become
Only matters where Im going and not where Im from
[verse]
You try to take my posessions away from me
Not sure why the reason but you will never see
Ive busted my ass and I worked so damn hard
Before you destroy my life, clean your own yard
Im not perfect and Im not trying to hide it
You make up stories and lies as you see fit
You never supported me in any shape or form
As I grew up in life, it was so far from the norm
Kids who really needed a father and a mother
All I had to rely on was my sister and brother
But I still came through, I still made it out
And today is the day that I proudly shout
[chorus]
Im not going to doubt anymore
Im not going to shout anymore
Im not going to be afraid anymore
Im not going to be dismayed anymore
Im the only one who has taken care of me
Im the only one who has loved on me
Im the only one who has lived this life
Im the only one who dealt with my strife
[verse]
Cut it out now, I dont want to hear you lies
You dont have to say it, its in your lying eyes
You cant look back and see what you did
Especially back when I was just a kid
I was kidnapped and taken away from you
So young and scared, I didnt know what to do
You never made me feel like I was really missed
You just got upset and seemed all pissed
So what do you think I should feel like now
Better, great, hopefull but I do not know how
You broke your children worse than we were
Today you are selfish thats for damn sure
[chorus]
Im not going to doubt anymore
Im not going to shout anymore
Im not going to be afraid anymore
Im not going to be dismayed anymore
Im the only one who has taken care of me
Im the only one who has loved on me
Im the only one who has lived this life
Im the only one who dealt with my strife
Im better than you think or know about
Im not crying, Im not even going to pout
I got passed all your hurtful phrases
I finally made it out of your emotional mazes
[chorus]
Im not going to doubt anymore
Im not going to shout anymore
Im not going to be afraid anymore
Im not going to be dismayed anymore
[chorus]
Im not going to doubt anymore
Im not going to shout anymore
Im not going to be afraid anymore
Im not going to be dismayed anymore
Just let me be
Leave me alone
Just let me be
Ive found my home